7.13.2007

blank stare after blank stare

this week i have had the deer-in-headlights stare going on. pretty consistently i must say too. when people ask me what is going on or when is this meeting or where so-and-so is, etc., I look them in the eyes (or sometimes off to the right or left because i'm busy staring into space) and I say with halfhearted but yet somehow confidently, "I don't know."
I wonder if I have hit a wall that i'm not bouncing back from? Or maybe it's just that I could use a healthy break? But from what? - life in general? I don't know but on the inside I not only feel phyiscally sick a lot - not like bad bad just that something inside isn't going right half the time, i can't exactly put a label on it - but i feel sorta emotionally challenged or something. Like I'm asleep all day long and I can't wake up.

someone diagnose me. hurry. comment diagnosis.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Come to Greg's Wednesday night and we are going to lay hands on you and pray. 7pm.

Michelle said...

you need a mitch!