in the brain

i think too much. or lately i have been. decisions are easier when they are based on someone else and not the abyss of merely one's self. i'm having tough times in my brain. i don't know what i want. i don't know why i don't know. i'm frusterated because i want more stability.

in other settings rather than my brain - my visit to springfield has been full and fun. lots of friends to see. yesterday i went bike riding from 3-6 and biked around downtown with my damsel in distress, then hung out and talked about life in scotland with my friend andy...we watched flight of the conchords for awhile too. (v. funny show) today it's lunch with the rents, coffee with kesha, and then hanging out with a newly married Todd woman.

i sorta don't want to go back. i ♥ it here.