less or more?

i don't know what to write. i want to write, but maybe i just don't know what not to write.

Sometimes i don't write for awhile because i'm afraid of really saying what i think. You know, out there in the open ended and interpreted world of blogging. What if i say something that i don't really mean for the sake of venting? Or what if I say something that my varied audience wouldn't like? Is it better to say less or more??

I feel wrapped up in that question when i'm blogging and oddly the same question comes in my head when I'm saying goodbye to people. (I don't know what made me think about that but it's something to write about so i'm going with the thought...)
We all know goodbyes are terrible. And I think that I maybe despise them more than anyone else. Or at least I make them more awkward than anyone else. When I say goodbye I generally say less because I feel so much emotion. And actually saying more would mean...well honestly I don't know what it would mean, maybe just more pain? I ran into this problem for weeks while leaving zhop. I knew I was leaving, every second i knew it, and I despised it, so in most cases I just didn't say it at all. I snuck out of rooms and conversations throughout the whole thing hoping to go unnoticed. Due to this I assume that while leaving I made people feel like I didn't care. And actually the opposite is true. I've done it so many times to so many people. I'm thinking of instances right now... I'm sorry. I love you. the end.