macro vs. micro

Well I'm trying to relax tonight, put my feet up, maybe watch a movie... But for some reason I don't feel very relaxed, and I can't get there. There is nothing going on personally to warrant it. Actually everything is great. But there is this sense of urgency brewing within me that I feel very strongly (to be redundant about it). As I spend more time with God it is becoming clear that is time for intercession and not just mere personal maintenance, a time to ask Him what He is doing and how He is moving in the earth and not to spend so much time worrying about what I am doing on the earth... Mkay, not that I (or we) don't have to pay attention to my own life, I'm not saying it's not important - but I'm starting to realize that my heart is actually moved more when I stop thinking about myself and start to thinking about what is on the heart of God. I know, your probably saying - well - yeah Jenn of course! To a certain extent I have realized this...but I guess I am learning it in a new way. Yeah.