aaah! My mind is about ready to explode with the amount of thoughts/feelings that are inside of it. There is much to say about the insides of me right now...and very little I know how to explain.
I am all over the map with my heart...dealing with new excitements and important people in my life, the desire to pray in the urgency of the hour right now, and this weird stomach ache that activates every time I start to think and won't go away in the midst of it.
to touch on a few of the things turning my stomach and mind -
I hope that others are feeling the weight of what is going on the world right now. The weight of massive decisions and the threat of economic crisis like our generation has never seen before. I am struck by it with the desire to pray and ask God to come bring wisdom, discernment, His will and His kingdom.
It all just makes me feel silly turning labels around on lotion bottles and buying new organic natural bar soaps. I think I'm grasping the reality that I'm just intense right now and I need to get over it. :) I want to know what is on the heart of God and little else matters...
But, all of that to say that God has blessed me with some fun stuff this week that does matter to me. First thing, Arin surprised me with concert tickets this past Sunday for Beck and MGMT. I was in sore need of some good times and I got them to be sure! Secondly, I hope it isn't lame to blog about this but Arin and I have decided to make a relationship we have been praying about for some time official. :) So there's that excitement. I got me a man people and he's wonderful.
The end.
2 comments:
I love the way you describe things and the way you let yourself be intense about things. :) Also I don't think it's ever too silly or anything to share about your life...including Arin. If you ever want some really old school pictures of him just ask Lucas because he has a ton. :)
:) you make me blush. you are too kind.
and shannon, you keep those pictures to yourself, or share them with me and me only!!!!
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